.::There are always a reason behind thing happens::.

Sumthing bad was happened in ma class this morning...Planning class...En.Faizal trase hati ngan DUP 6!cant u imagine it?a lecturer was disapointed with ma class...mmg pecah record la...for the time being exclude today shila xpnh dgr lagi lecturer complain sal clas shila...everything was good till this historical morning...shila pon xsangke jd mcm ni...rasa bersalah sgt ngan En.Faizal...kite mmg xptot wat lecturer kite trase ngan kite...but this happened!n this morning also i was cried in front of class...baru shila taw nape dak2 clas xsuke ngan shila...shila baru taw rupenyer shila ni manusia yg teruk..thanks guys!thanks coz be honest with me after a long tyme u keep it...shila xkisah kalu korg nk ctew yg buruk sal shila...as long as shila xtaw korg kutuk la...but once shila taw shila nk gak taw nape...tp xde sorg pon yg berani bersuare...

C'mon guys!we are adult...setel care dewasa k?kt cni gak shila nk mtk maaf sgt2 if behaviour shila slame mendatangkan ketidakpuashatian sume pihak...shila manusia biasa yg tidak lari dari kesilapan...dan shila xsedar bila shila wat silap 2 sbb bkn shila yg tgk diri shila sendiri...org len yg tgk shila dan hanye org len ley bantu shila ubah sikap shila yg teruk pada pandangan org...pg td dekat 7 kali org sebut name shila..sumenye dari individu yang berlainan...pada tery,shila mmg nk mtk maaf byk2 sbb slame ni shila xsedar yg kite keje berkumpulan...shila bkn xnk dgr ckp org len...kdg2 2 shila diam jugak nk tgk action drp dak2 group..but no response!shila jd cm mls lg nk m'harap...utk sorg2 bersuara..kalu bersuara pon mybe bkn sal group..psl benda yg xde kene mgena lgsg ngan group..n kalu tery prasan,kite kalu mtg byk yg buang mase n xde kate putus kn?at last bersambung gak meting 2,3 jam 2...shila jd fed up tery,maybe sbb 2 kowt shila jd bila shila bersuara 2 mknenye berakhir sume yg kite tggu idea yg xde td...bkn sbb shila bajet bagus...tp shila xlarat buang mase...hope tery phm ngan ape yg shila cube trangkan kt cni...2 pon kalu tery t'bace blog shila ni...pada Jue plak,thanks coz bgtaw shila ctew sbnr...thanks alot!sowie gaks sbb shila sakitkan hati jue smlm...shila tol2 xde niat nk sakitkn hati jue...shila pressure kowt smlm...shila mtk maaf sgt2 ye jue...kalu jue nk taw jue r mbe yg phm style shila sbb kite dari background yg same...negeri yg same...n pada che nab,shila nk mtk maaf sgt2 sbb shila gagal jd kwn yg baik...shila taw shila trok n nab slalu trase hati ngan shila...dan mmg shila nk taw kt mane silap shila tp nab xpernah bersuare..shila jd xtaw mane clap shila...hope pasni kalu shila wat silap nab tgor shila ye?shila nk jd yg terbaik tok kwn2 shila...n pada semua dak2 clas yg len shila taw shila xsesempurna dan seperti yg korg harapkan...papepown shila akan cube jd yg terbaik utk korang sume...shila amik kritikan ni sbg kritikan yg membina dan shila anggap stiap yg berlaku mesti ade hikmahnye...shila akn muhasabah diri n thanks for everything guys!

.::GOOD BYE BTN..::.

Fuh!satu nafas lega dari shila...letih gilew wei balik dari Leadership Camping kt BTN, Kaki Bukit Perlis..tmpt die dkt je ngan Gua Kelam..igt da sem 6 xpayah da g Gua Kelam 2...tp kene gak g sbb gua 2 nk jumpe kitorg wat kali terakhir kowt...pas bes blaja ni confirm xdtg situ da...haha!muak wei...dulu tyme sem 2 everyweek kene g Gua Kelam wat aktiviti rekreasi kt sane...sumenya atas jasa baik En.Faizal yg amat memahami student2nye...huhu!credit for encik..huhu!tp skrg ni shila bkn nk ctew sal lecturer idaman ramai 2..shila nk story sal BTN atau name dlm IC nye..BIRO TATANEGARA..sayer rase sgt ltey skrg ni..mane xnye...letih aktiviti 1,letih makan 1..haha!gemok glew shila balik dari BTN ni...muke pon da rase kembang je...bdn apatah lagi..huhu!kitorg g dlm 3 clas DUP6,DHK3 ngan SHK4..camping ni wajib r tok sume clas yg amik cos keleadershipan...

Geram gilew..xpasal2 shila kene g camp...kt skolah dulu xckop ke g camping?shila ske g camping tp atas arrangement sendiri la..kalu g atas organisasi ni gile kentang ltey die...da 2 amik cuti aku plak 2...MENELANPAU sungguh r,,,bak kate fasi aku kt sane...huhu!kire sparuh minggu je shila cuti...da r ade big event kt putrajaya 2...rugi glew rugi!xkire nextyear shila nk g lagi...kalu xg as a visitor shila nk apply partime kt c2 gak...berbalik kpd topik utama kite...shila n dak2 clas g ri jumaat ri2 bersamaan 19 Mac 2010...ptg 2 sptotnye kitorg gerak dlm kol 2.30ptg..tp disebabkan ade satu je bus yg disediakan kitorg terpakse wat 2 trip..so,kene r tggu dlm 2 jam...tension glew!da r xde mood nk g camping sbb amik cuti kitorg pas2 kene tggu ag 2jam sblm 2nd trip sampai...shila mls r nk ctew details sgt sal program 2 sbb kalu nk detail sgt 4hari3mlm xbes...haha!

Ape yg menarik sal camping 2 of cos r grup shila...serius!xsangke dak2 ni sume friendly2..shila pon happy ngan dorg...dlm grup 2 shila sorg je DUP6...tp ade hikmah gak shila grup ngan dorg sbb kalu ade dak DUP6 yg len confirm shila asik berkepit je ngan dorg...pas2 nanti shila pon xknl grupmate sndiri...n yg paling besh grup kitorg ni diberi nama CARI JODOH...kumpulan paling pelik skali di BTN...org len sume wat name yg power2 kitog lepak je...haha!wat a funny..tp dlm hati kate kn besh kalu name grup ni TEMU JODOH...haha!(gelak gatal)...fasi die plak nmpk je serius tp kalu msk clas die xgelak mmg xsah la...ade skali 2 shila da xnk gelak da msk clas die...tp xbley r..die 2 wat lawak smpai gelak t'cium meja....haha!name die En.Nadzri...pas2 yg xtahan shila ley kantoi tdo dlm clas ngan die..malu glewwww!bkn shila sengaja nk tdo...mlm 2 mmg shila xley tdo...sal t'pkse b'jage mlm tyme aktiviti camping...kene plak die ctew sal politik...lg r shila mgantok!sape suh ctew...pas2 aku gak yg malu..huhu!n yg paling malu shila rase die yg ctew kt cik fazlinda yg ade student tdo dlm clas tyme LDK3 2...pas2 cik faz plak ctew kt crowd..padan muke kt aku!tdo ag dlm clas...huhu!

Pas 4 hari ktorg pon balik...tgk muke sume xsabar da nk balik...smpai je poli dlm kol 1lbey 2 shila pakat Qada' tdo...huhu!diharap bile bangun je dari tdo 2 kitorg pon berfikir secara waras sbb da bpe ari xtdo...sampai disini saje utk post shila yg membosankan ni...good bye BTN...pen-off!

.::You Gave Me Inspiration::.

Since the day I have met you

I am inspired to know

Things you wanna do

And make you at glow

The thoughts you throw me

Showing how much you care

Makes my day exciting

Even I didn’t saw you

Everyday seems a new day

Full of joys and laughter

Just knowing you are there

Relaxes my heart to a peaceful tomorrow

You gave me inspiration

In all the things that you do

Accepting , things happens for a reason

Though sometimes hard to follow

You gave me inspiration

To carry my burdens with gladness

For I am chosen to bear

Strengthening my faith

That once weakened

By being alone and no one to share

You gave me inspiration

Because you have loved me

For what I am

And you don’t intend to alter…

The things I am happy being with….

.::My Heart::.

You're my one true love this i know for sure,

When i get sick you're my only cure.

When I'm in darkness you're my only light,

When i was once blind

you were my sense of sight.

You opened up my eyes and helped me see,

How wonderful love could truly be.

You're always there for me and

I'll always be here for you,

Even when times get too tough and

you dont know what to do.

You taught me how to love,

you taught me how to share,

You taught me whats really important.....you taught me how to care.

We'll always be together,

even though we're apart,

Your my one true love and

you will always have "my heart."

.::Sedim Tree Top Walk::.

Ma journey masih diteruskan...Sedim Tree Top Walk!!!wat a great journey...shila pon xsangke smpy fun cm2...baru2 ni shila n geng2 konvoi ngan beberape dak class plan g sedim...ade r dlm 3 kete..kalu msk k.ain yg gerak dari umah die 4 kete gak la...wehuuu!setelah merallncang dlm mase smggu akhirnye plan ni menjadi gaks!aku suke...aku suke...haha!pg 2 gerak dlm kol 8.30...si hani 2, naik bingit telinga aku die remind kt dak2 bilik aku kol 8.30...at last, mase nk grk pg 2 kete sewa lak wat hal...kol 10 gak la kitorg gerak...haha!padan muke kitorg....tp xpe,bende2 kecik mcm ni xkn spoilt kn mood nk travel kitorg ni...gerak 3 kete..geng ana..geng hani n geng shila...mase kt highway 2 dak2 ni gilew men pecut...aku yg dok dlm kete 2 kecut pewot gak...ish!dak2 ni nk jd drifter g trek...huhu!

pape pon skali lg credit to cam,hani n farah yg bersusah payah drive sampai ke destinasi yg dituju...

Now...its show time!da moment dat we cant waiting for!tell u what....BBQ time!special thanks to hani,zaty,trah n zila yg bersusah payah hidupkan api tok kitorg bakar membakar..huhu!tukang masaknye sape lg kalu bkn shila.....huhu!ade lg dak2 ni tp shila xbg dorg msk...shila jd volunteer chef ri2...last2 kene halau gak twon mandi....huhu!nk ctew bab mndi ni kn....peh!!!this is da coolest waterfall ever!shila xpenah rase air terjun sesejuk ni...air die deras glew..tell u what..mak cik (nazirah)dekat 3kali hanyut...seb bek dak2 ni ade...zila sampai sakit pinggang balik 2 sbb dok tarik selamatkan mak cik...ish!mak cik...mak cik...awatla hg kurus sgt...pasni mkn byk ckit k?xde la hanyut lg...2 pon kalu kite g sedim lg la...haha!

Dak ni r paling besh...pas penat main air dorg nek mkn...ana 2 sampai bwk mknn twon dlm air lg...huhu!comey je tgk...ckp sal mkn ni mesti nk taw menu kn...menu die ialah...chicken wings with BBQ sause, ikan kembung, sosej, coleslaw, nasi goreng ngan lokcing...sedap glew beb!shila rase nk g lagi je...2 yg shila ckp kt dak2 ni...there must be a second tyme...huhu!

Kitorg wrapping dlm kol 6.30...n our journey next is heading 2 penang...shila pon da xtaw kali ke bape shila g penang...dulu ley gak r kire..tp kali ni shila mmg da lupe nk mngira...huhu!mlm2 round penang..wat a happening!besh glew beb...seriusly,kalu nk compare penang n kl shila prefer lg penang...xtaw la nape tp shila mmg ske environment kt penang lg...ckp nk ape...sume ade...tren je la xde...tp penang ade ferry...hahaha!mlm 2 kitorg drop by mkn kt restoran dekat je ngan jeti..shila pon xsure pe name restoran 2...tp mknn die...awesome!sedap glew...kalu shila ni keje kt tv3 da lame shila suh maria tunku sabri 2 g mkn kt sane...huhu!dak2 ni shila pelik r pewot dorg...shila pnye kenyang glew dorg ley order mlambak2...seb bek abis..mane xnye...kalu da sedap pewot kenyang pon ley trima lg...huhu!pas mkn kitorg pon dgn lelahnye meninggalkan restoran berkenaan....uhuu!

Pas mkn kitorg heading to Batu Feringgi...kitorg night stay kt EQ Feringgi Hotel...hotel baru ni...tgk pon da taw...huhu!sbb baru ler kitorg sumbat je ramai2..dorg bkn tau pon..haha!gelak jahat...pas check in 2 shila igt dak2 ni da xlarat da nk jln...tp msg2 gila kentang!dorg ade hati lagi nk jalan...adoi!shila da xlarat ni...nk x nk kene r follow the leader...mlm 2 kitorg g night market kt sane...mcm2 r dak ni shopping...ish3!dlm bdn penat2 2 segar lg mate dorg membeli belah...wei!aku da xlarat ni....huhu!ah...aku xkire....korg nk shopping korg shopping la dulu...aku balik hotel dulu k?otw balik2 jumpe la rumate2 ksygn shila ni...dorg pon da penat glew sbnrnye...babes!same la kite...moh kite balik...huhu!

Esok plak kitorg lepak Queensbay...ni 1 lg tempat yg aku kurang kegemarannya...shopping!argghhhh...asal la dak2 ni suke menyopping???aku xphm tol r...seb bek shila ade twin...so,shila ngan zaty je la yg xshopping nye...huhu!bkn ade benda nk beli pon...membazir je...huh!nk dijadikan cerita shila ni membuangkan mase jela hari 2...huhu!tp seb bek ade dak2 ni...syok glew berjalan...kitorg gerak balik poli dlm kol 6...kol 10 cm2 sampai la...peh!pengalaman yg xkn dilupakan sampai bile2 r...Sedim Waterfall da besh ever!

.::It's Always Been You::.

I still remember the summer when we first met
The times we spent together
I have never been able to forget
Something inside of me told me it was so right
Because even on the cloudiest days, when I was with you, the sun shone so bright

Then, without warning, you just went away
I could never forget how I felt that day
It felt like my world was
crashing down around me
Being without you made it hard to breathe

I moved on and started other relationships
But for some reason it was
always you that I missed
No matter how hard I tried,
you just couldn't be replaced
My love for you would not be erased

After a while, I saw that no one
has ever been able to duplicate
Your laugh, your touch, your smile, your face
The way I felt when I was with you
was simply unmatched
To you is where my heart
has always been attached

Now we've been reunited
and it is once again you and me
The sun is back shining and it seems like it was so meant to be
I can't believe I wasted all that time trying to start something new
Because after all these years,
I've realized that it's always been you

.::Thank You Sweetheart ::.

From all the people
You know
You chose me
The blessing of your love
surrounded me.

For me the door of love
has long been closed,
If it had not been for you
I’d still be searching for my dream.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart
Thank you for choosing me
Thank you sweetheart
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for who you are.

I memorized a million things,
to tell you, but words
Can't tell what feelings,
want to say.
True love only began
with a precious you.
And when it moves into your heart.
It never strays

Thank you for loving me.

Thank you sweetheart.

.::Life is Nothing Without You::.

My life is nothing without you sweetheart
You are the glue that holds me together
And keeps me from falling apart
I’ve loved you from the very beginning
When our eyes met for the first time
I was willing to do anything
To see it again
And see your glowing smile
And hear your voice again
After all this time together
Your voice will echo
From now to forever
We have experienced every wonder of the highest points
To the nightmares
And horrors of the lowest points
What we have has never faded once
And it will never fade, never.
I don’t care how rough our life might be
As long as your there with me
It will always be the best it can be.
Because it doesn’t matter if all I have is you
Since you are my everything.
And life is nothing without you.
And everything in the world
couldn’t replace that
If you promise to always stay by my side
I will promise you to always
keep what we have intact
Because I’d rather have nothing and only you
Then everything without you

.::Lost Without You::.

You don’t know how much I love you
But I really do
Every time I am telling you
My heart beat faster
Suspending my breath…

This means I ‘ll be lost
Lost with out your love
Your love that I have always wanted
Since the day we have met

When I am telling you
I hate you…
For no reason at all
That just mean I am afraid
Afraid of losing you

For I will be lost
Without your love
With out you at my side
Forever I know…

.::Journey To The East::.

Geng konvoi to Qlate

Sowie lmbt post...bz glew ngan final projek...mcm2 mslh yg timbul...huh!shila n group pon da mati akal da ni...xtaw salah sape but someone must be responsible...pape pown shila try ma best for ma final year...i'll fight 4 ma graduate!tp skrg ni shila bkn nk ctew sal final...yg 2 xyah post pon xpe...haha!da important thing here is ma journey to the east..mane lg doe,negeri tok guru lorh...huhu!wat a fun..besh glew travel ngan kete ni...xyah pening2 nk cari transport...tp shila membesar dlm kete jela spjg sem ni...besh glew beb!n credit to dinie n afiq coz dorg r yg jd drifter journey to the east to...kitorg kt blkg membuta je...huhu!

The journey begins like this...shila xplan pown nk gerak klantan ri2...plan nk lepak poli je raye cina ri2..xpon g penang jln2 ngan zati...tp kn tetibe plak trah mrgkap rumate shila ni kate ade ksg lg seat balik klntn coz dorg balik 2 kete..nk wat research tok final projek dorg la...dgn tanpa byk bunyi shila bagai owg mngantuk disorongkan bantal pon stuju la dgn cadangan yg diberi...wow!!!cant u image it...without any plan shila tros stuju coz pluang hanya dtg skali...huhu!

Then the journey begins...gerak dlm kol 6.30 ptg kamis bersamaan 11 Februari 2010..gerak dlm 7 owg dan ahli konvoi terdiri drp dinie,afiq,sabhi,trah,zila,zaty ngan shila...mlm 2 kitorg lepak hot spring baling sampai kol 4 pg...da drivers la nk rest coz takot letih sgt nk troskan journey 2...mule2 dorg xnk masuk kt hot spring 2...kalu shila alang2 da sampai kene r rase n tgk tmpt owg cmne kn?kt poli ni slalu je dgr ulu legong hot spring 2...ni tbe2 je da sampai...xtaw pon dorg plan nk g situ...pujuk pnye pujuk dorg pon msk gak...ala xmahal pon 4hengget je...ley wat mkn shari...haha!

Soknye 2 sampai r kt klntan...dkt tengahari gak ler sampai...huhu!2 ler shila ckp shila membesar dlm kete je...huhu!sakit blkg2...1st dat 2 aku lepak umah tok trah dulu...ha,kt umah trah ni ler aku ade pengalaman pahit..nk kate pahit xpahit gak ler...klaka pon ade gak...haha!ptg 2..shila ngan trah g r umah zaty kt wakaf bharu nek moto..nk bg brg zaty tertinggal dlm kete...pas g umah zaty 2 kitorg g r kedai memandangkan kitorg xjumpe brg2 mandi kt umah tok trah ni...balik pon da nk mgrib da tyme 2...otw balik 2 ler shila ngan trah jatuh motor..xtaw ler cmne ley jatuh...2 ler,bak kate owg xelok ade kt luar umah tyme2 mgrib ni..."mr.tan" byk...bes sakit satu bdn shila...lebam kt kaki jgn kire la..seb bek xluke trok..trah lagi besh...1 luke pon xde...yela mane x nye da trah jatuh atas shila..da motor hempap shila tmbh plak trah dgn ketumpatan bdnye...haha!seb bek motor tok trah xde pape..patah kt no plat je...huhu!balik 2 seb bek gak xkene mrh ngan tok trah...ala,nk kene mrh penye...sume ok sbb mulut kate ok...tgk bdn ade nk nangis je...huhu!mmg pengalaman manis la 1st tyme aku g klntan...

Da next day 2 plak tgk dorg wat kuih tepung cina...kuih ni ler dorg nk wat tok final projek nti...aku pon tlg wat gak...tlg mkn skali...huhu!pas siap sume aku g umah zaty plak...mlm 2 lepak umah zaty sampai nk gerak balik...kt umah zaty besh...family zaty sume besh..different glew ngan family shila...family dorg ni jenis aktif tang mulut...kire mcm hapening la...byk sgt ctew nk share ngan each other...opposite ngan family shila...bab2 mulut ni pasif glew...ikut ayah kowt xbyk ckp...huhu!spjg kt umah zaty ase mcm kt umah sendiri jew...dorg lyn shila da mcm family..xrase kekok lgsg...kire mcm family ke-3 shila la ni pas family Mak Manje...ase mcm nk dtg lg je n stay lame ckit...kate family...haha!

Sok 2 kitorg g rantau panjang...mmg pjg glew rantau 2...kene sgt ler ngan name die...line kete traffic jamm..peh!!!da ler kete xde air cond..tuhan je yg taw panasnye cuace kt sane...huhu!aku ni name je g tmpt owg..free-duty plak 2...cmbese ler..huhu!xbeli pape pon...beli pon tdg je sbb xtaw da nk beli pe...ramai glew owg kt sane tyme2 cuti ni...padat!

Bape ari je aku kt klantan 2..dlm 4hari...tema trip ni.."Ghayo Cino kek Qlate"..huhu!fuh...mmg xley lupe r..byk glew kenangan tridah kt sane...huhu!isnin 2 da balik da coz cuti pon nk bes da...rabu da start kuliah...cant wait 4 da next trip...da name dak tourism en...kene r jln slalu...huhu!diz coming post....Sedim Tree Top Walk!